Chapter 6 (1.6) Lust Takes Center Stage, Causing Chaos
The way my sister and I get along is not like other siblings; it’s more like a relationship that’s more than siblings but not quite lovers.
The reason for this is probably that when we were very young, I took her virginity, which shattered many of the protective filters I had of blood relatives.
I was twelve years old, and my sister was fourteen. I was in sixth grade, and she was in eighth grade.
It was a weekend afternoon, and my parents hadn’t come home from work yet. My sister sneaked into my room and asked if I wanted to see something interesting.
I said I wanted to.
She carefully closed the curtains and doors, then led me to her computer desk and opened a website full of vulgar and pornographic videos in front of me.
That scene had a huge impact on me. Even years later, I can still vaguely remember the details. It was like opening a door to a whole new world for me.
My sister, who was my guide, had a mischievous grin on her face. She opened some of the videos for me, and while I was watching intently, she gently touched my crotch with her small hand and asked if I was feeling uncomfortable down there.
I nodded repeatedly, staring at her expectantly.
When my sister saw this, her expression became somewhat unfamiliar, and she asked me in a soft and seductive tone if I wanted to do something naughty.
I was quite confused, but I still nodded.
So my sister put her hand inside my pants, played with my still-developing little breasts with her slender hand, put her mouth on my ear, breathed into my ear, and told me not to tell Mom and Dad about this naughty thing.
I agreed.
Then my sister said that the naughty thing we were going to do was to imitate the naughty things that men and women do in the videos.
My sister was truly a natural beauty. At such a young age, she was very good at arousing a man’s desire, which left me, a little boy at the time, stunned. I listened to her words, took off my clothes, and lay down on the bed. I watched as she also took off her clothes and then came onto me.
What happened next was that my sister and I broke a taboo and violated ethics by kissing, then our genitals touched each other, which should never have happened, and finally my glans entered my sister’s vagina, deflowering her.
However, when my sister saw that she was bleeding down there, she cried and got off me, saying that she didn’t dare to continue.
I was also very scared, worried that something might happen to my sister, so I held her and comforted her while she was still covered in her virgin blood.
In the end, my sister was alright, and my parents came back. My brother and I didn’t dare to tell anyone about this during that time, let alone mature later on.
After that, we never dared to do it again.
Looking back now, I can’t say whether I’m glad I didn’t actually go through with it, or regretful that I didn’t go all the way with this incestuous act.
But what is certain is that because my sister initiated this, it has become a weapon I use to threaten her from time to time over the years. At the same time, it is also the reason why she can freely enter and leave my room and always interrupt my cooking, which makes me so angry that I have no choice but not hate her.
Because of this, our relationship went beyond that of normal siblings. However, she became more and more reserved. At first, she would let me touch her hands and rub her breasts, and she would casually look at my genitals. But later, she became wary of me like a thief, avoiding certain parts of my body. There was far less physical contact between us.
She became even more so after Xinyu and I got together in our second year of high school.
But after a few months, she suddenly became less wary of me and went back to how she used to be when we were kids, acting all casual and like brothers. Even though she was a girl, she would put her arm around my shoulder.
And then… it’s been like this until now, until that kiss on the lips again just now.
”Hey, Qiu?”
Thinking back to that year, I went back to bed and immediately called Xinyu. Hearing a voice on the other end of the line pulled me back from my thoughts:
”Hey~~~ little sister, how’s Aunt Lu? Did she hit you?”
”My mom has never been angry or hit anyone… but she still scolded me because we didn’t use protection. Speaking of which, you just called me a little slut, and now you’re calling me little sister? Good son?”
Xiang Xinyu’s voice was not as gentle as usual; it carried a hint of grievance and resentment, and became aggressive.
A pitiful, tearful image quietly surfaced in my mind. I felt a little embarrassed being called “son,” but more than that, I felt heartache.
”Okay, it’s all my fault this time. I’ll be more careful next time, tomorrow…”
”Hmph, you still say next time? Who knows when next time will be? My mom told me I’m not allowed to do ‘that’ with you this month, she’s practically forbidding me from seeing you.”
The little girl seemed to have given up entirely. I couldn’t tell from her tone whether it was regret that she couldn’t do it anymore, her annoyance at us doing it right there in the living room, or the embarrassment of being discovered by her mother.
In short, she felt extremely frustrated at that moment.
I carefully considered my tone and gently comforted her, “Good girl, don’t be angry, don’t be angry. How about you beat me up tomorrow? Don’t hold it in, you’re upset and I’m upset too.”
”Hmph…shouldn’t you be asking us why we can’t do it secretly?”
”Ahem… My wife knows me best, but I also know there are some things I can’t ask casually, right?”
”Isn’t that what you still think? But since you’re honest, I won’t say anything more…”
”Hehe, Heartfelt Words are the best.”
”You can coax me however you want, but Ah Qiu, we really can’t do it lately. My mom said she wants to test my hormone levels, and I’m afraid she’ll find out that we’ve been doing ‘that’ again recently. I don’t want her to worry.”
Hearing Xinyu’s soft voice return, I felt a pang of regret, but also knew there was nothing I could do. So I said, “Okay, okay, we’ll rent a place together outside once school starts.”
“Our neighborhood is right in front of the university. We don’t live on campus and just go home whenever we want. Now we have to rent a place?” Xiang Xinyu asked softly.
I straightened up and looked out the window at the university campus in the darkness of the night.
From an overhead view, the streetlights on the main roads of the campus were still on, but the light appeared hazy and soft in the fog of the night. A few emergency lights on the teaching buildings shone faintly, and the playground was empty. The moonlight made the lawn look silvery white, as if it were covered with a thin layer of frost.
The residential buildings surrounding the campus were mostly dark, with only a few lights still on. There were very few vehicles on the streets at midnight.
The houses in our community are all classic school district houses, built not far from Nanjing University of Science and Technology, a famous 211 university in Ningcheng. It usually only takes about ten minutes to walk to the school gate.
It seems like fate that my sister, Xinyu, and I all got into Nanjing University of Science and Technology, which is right near our home, and we all ended up in the School of Information Science and Technology.
My sister’s score was high enough to get into a 985 university, but she was too lazy to go out and chose Nanjing University of Science and Technology, which was the closest and most convenient to home, for the sake of stability.
My score was similar to Xinyu’s, and since we wanted a senior student to guide us, we both applied for the same major as her.
Coming to my senses, I said to the person on the other end of the phone, “If we rent a place together, it’ll just be the two of us. We won’t have to worry about being disturbed, and no one will say anything no matter what we do. Doesn’t my wife want that?”
”I don’t care, I just don’t want to waste money, and I really want to spend time with my mom.”
”I didn’t force you, but we’ll see how it goes. If Xinyu doesn’t want to, I won’t pressure you.”
”You’re not going to force me…”
”Yes, wasn’t it you who kept pushing me? You made me feel both tight and pleasurable.”
I made some crude jokes, and Xinyu, realizing what I was saying, spat at me. But this incident eased the girl’s tense and guilty mood considerably, and she returned to her usual gentle voice: “You’re so good at talking.”
I chuckled, rubbed my head, and sorted out what had happened today: “By the way, honey, what are you going to do with that sofa? It’s covered in your juices.”
”Um, don’t say anymore, there’s still your semen on it. I was just thinking of cleaning it up, but my mom was worried and sent me back to my room to clean it up herself. The lights are off outside now, so it should be cleaned up by now… But the sofa is covered in it, so it’s not easy to clean. You have to pay us back.”
”Oh ho, so young and already going astray. You haven’t even married into the family yet, and you’re already thinking about how to benefit your own family?”
”Hmph, I’m sticking with you for life anyway. If you don’t take responsibility, I’ll cling to you and see who dares to get close to you.”
The little girl seemed tired; her voice was soft and sweet, with a hint of coquetry.
I chuckled and said, “Wow, I’m so scared! When I marry you, I’ll buy you a dozen sofas and pile them up at home, okay? We can sit on them together using our own water, okay?”
Immediately, the sound of fabric rubbing came from the other end of the phone; Xinyu was probably too embarrassed to speak and started rolling around on the bed.
After rolling around a few times, the little girl stopped and said to me, “Ah Qiu, I’m sleepy…”
”Shall we hang up?” I asked.
The little girl said in a sweet, coquettish voice, “I want to hear your breathing…”
I chuckled a few times, said “okay,” and placed my phone next to my pillow. Listening to the increasingly even breathing around me, I felt tired without realizing it. I closed my eyes, sorted out the events of the day, and thought about falling asleep quickly.
But a short while later, when I opened my eyes, the dim scene in front of me suddenly changed and became bright.
Realizing that this ability had suddenly activated, I couldn’t help but curse.
Wait, what’s with this vision-sharing ability? Did it trigger out of nowhere?
I want to sleep!
Once I calmed down, I used my perspective from what seemed like lying in bed to catch a glimpse of cosmetics on a dressing table not far away, as well as an open wardrobe filled with elegant-looking women’s clothing. I immediately realized that this was a woman’s room.
But the layout of this room…
Wait… where am I? This place seems familiar…
I was just adjusting my gaze, trying to figure out who it was, when Xinyu on the other end of the phone seemed to be woken up by my shout. She groggily called out to me, “Aqiu, what happened on your end?”
I composed myself and was about to speak when I followed the gaze of the person who had those eyes to the mirror on the dressing table in the distance, where I saw that she was wearing a gray silk nightgown.
Her skirt reached her calves, even longer than her mother’s nightgown, covering most of her skin except for a sliver of her fair calves, making her look extremely dignified and elegant. Yet, her breasts, the same size as her mother’s, and her plump hips hidden beneath the skirt, which clearly indicated a life of fertility, subtly exuded a mature and alluring sexiness.
The other person continued to look upwards, and soon, using the mirror, they looked at themselves in the mirror.
As I looked at my stunningly beautiful face in the mirror, I felt slightly dazed.
This was an extremely gentle-looking woman. Her face was so charming and graceful that her age was hard to guess. She had an innate air of nobility between her brows, and her almond-shaped eyes were large and bright. However, the emotions deep in her eyes were complex, and I couldn’t figure them out for the time being.
I couldn’t figure it out clearly, but I knew it was Aunt Lu! A more mature version of Xinyu! My future mother!
So, after all this time, my attention has turned to Aunt Lu again? But isn’t it a bit inappropriate to see her lying in bed?
I gritted my teeth, trying to close my eyes, but no matter how I tried, my eyes were controlled only by Aunt Lu, and the scene in front of me was always what Aunt Lu saw.
All I saw was Aunt Lu sit up, slowly walk to the dressing table, look at herself in the mirror, and gently stroke her face, which was without a single wrinkle.
I looked in the mirror late at night, and it looked rather eerie, but I was deeply attracted by the face in front of me that resembled Xinyu’s. Before I knew it, I had no desire to look away.
Aunt Lu often stays up late due to her work, but she is naturally beautiful. Her face is smooth and radiant, showing no signs of aging, and she looks very young.
Those who don’t know her might mistake her for a newlywed young woman. When she walks down the street with her daughter Xinyu, they are often mistaken for sisters.
From childhood to adulthood, compared to being afraid of my mother’s strictness, I actually quite liked Aunt Lu, who was always gentle and kind. Whenever I got a beating from my mother, as long as Aunt Lu was resting at home, I would rush across the street to find her and hide behind her.
At times like these, Aunt Lu would always be gentle and comfort my mother who was chasing after me, telling her not to hit me without warning. And when my mother ignored her advice and still tried to hit me, she would protect me so that I wouldn’t get hurt.
Because of Aunt Lu’s personality, I suffered a lot of grievances when I was a child, and I told her about them all.
In some ways, Aunt Lu is indeed like another mother to me, and perhaps that’s why I’ve always respected her so much.
Even when my mother beat me so badly I couldn’t get out of bed, I would sometimes fantasize about why my mother wasn’t Aunt Lu.
Of course, that was impossible back then. I was just a child at the time. As I grew older, I started to like my wife, Ms. Xia, more and more. As long as she wasn’t so fierce, everything was fine.
Aunt Lu divorced when Xinyu was very young. I don’t have much of an impression of Xinyu’s biological father. I only know that she raised Xinyu alone for many years and never remarried. That’s how the two of them slowly got through it together.
Therefore, this seemingly delicate noblewoman was a truly great mother and an extremely resolute woman.
However, this strong woman had a hint of… resentment in the depths of her eyes at this moment?
The Aunt Lu in the mirror looked like a woman who had lived a secluded life for a long time, melancholy and depressed, completely different from the one I remembered.
”Ah Qiu…where are you? What happened?”
Just as I was reading the emotions in Aunt Lu’s eyes and began to doubt my own judgment, I heard Xinyu’s incoherent voice again.
The little girl didn’t hear my reply and thought something was wrong with me, so she spoke up.
But my heart skipped a beat. Although I wasn’t spying on a respectable woman in front of her daughter, her daughter was still practically under my control, and the feeling was hard to describe.
Composing myself, I hesitated for a moment, looked at Aunt Lu in the mirror, stood up, and said to Xinyu on the other end of the phone, “Xinyu, do you believe that superpowers exist in this world?”
”Ah Qiu… are you still half asleep?”
The little girl clearly didn’t believe it.
I didn’t believe it either, but I did use this ability, though not actively.
I trust Xinyu completely, so I stopped hesitating and said, “Xinyu, is Aunt Lu wearing a long gray nightgown tonight?”
”Huh? My mom? It seems so… Hey, how did you know?”
I watched as Aunt Lu groped her way out of the room and into the living room, and explained:
”Today… oh, it was yesterday afternoon, I suddenly gained an ability called shared vision, which allows me to see everything that others see from a single perspective. I’m saying that what I’m seeing right now is Aunt Lu’s viewpoint, do you believe me?”
”Really?”
Xinyu finally realized something was wrong and became much more alert. She made rustling sounds, probably because she sat up, and continued, “Wait a minute, tell me what my mom is doing? I’ll go check it out.”
I was just about to tell her that Aunt Lu had gone to the living room when I suddenly saw her standing in front of the sofa where Xinyu and I had been doing our lovemaking.
As my gaze shifted downwards, I saw Aunt Lu sit down, her slender, fair hand, easily discernible in the darkness, gently stroking the darker areas of the sofa.
Those areas, without a doubt, were where my and Xinyu’s mixed fluids had stained, and they had most likely been wiped clean but weren’t completely dry yet.
Aunt Lu… what are you going to do?
”Ah Qiu? Where is he?”
As I stood there, lost in thought, the voice of my heart entered my ears once more.
I composed myself, still hesitant, but seeing Aunt Lu seemingly lie down on the sofa, I shuddered as if electrocuted, and without thinking, I blurted out:
”Hey, just kidding, go to sleep.”
”Hmm… Bai Chuqiu, you’re just taking advantage of my good temper, aren’t you?”
The girl seemed a little annoyed, but could I tell her that Aunt Lu was lying on the sofa covered in our semen?
Besides, I noticed that Aunt Lu didn’t go to the other two sofas; she went straight to this one, her goal was clear.
So you can’t say it, otherwise the mother and daughter would be so embarrassed.
Moreover, I had a vague intuition that I understood the reason behind Aunt Lu’s look just now.
Through Aunt Lu’s eyes, I watched her lying on the sofa, her head tilted back, her slender hands lifting her smooth, long dress as if she was about to do something.
Meow~~~
But at this crucial moment, a very abrupt meow rang in my ears, and the next moment, my shared vision with Aunt Lu was cut off.
At the same time, Xinyu seemed to have heard the meowing from my end and asked in confusion, “Xinyu, why is there a meowing sound from your end?”
My view of Aunt Lu was cut off, and I didn’t know whether to feel excited or regretful. However, when I heard Xinyu’s voice, I knew that I hadn’t misheard and heard a cat meowing.
But neither of our families keeps cats, and besides, we live on the 10th floor or more, so how could there be a cat there?
It’s understandable that I misheard, but how could both of us mishear?
So I sat up and quickly noticed a cat looking at me through the security bars on the window.
Squinting, I turned on my phone’s light and shone it on myself. Because I know a bit about cats, I immediately recognized that it was a tabby cat outside.
The cat looked docile and adorable, perched cutely outside the window, its eyes gleaming with a bluish light in the darkness, incredibly bright.
How could a cat possibly get onto my floor’s security bars? Did it jump down from upstairs? That cat is really brave…
”Xinyu, wait for me… there really is a cat outside my window.”
After telling Xinyu, I got out of bed, quickly went to the window, carefully opened it, and tentatively reached out my hand.
The tabby cat tilted its head, meowed, stepped on my hand, and quickly snuggled into my arms.
When I turned on the light, I saw that the cat was spotless from head to toe, which made me even more certain that it was a domesticated cat.
I turned it over to expose its belly, and seeing that it didn’t resist, I glanced down at it.
Hey~~~ This little female cat is quite well-behaved; she doesn’t scratch people and isn’t afraid of strangers.
”Ah Qiu, how are you?”
Xinyu’s voice came again. I smiled, scratched the neck of the cute little female cat in my arms, and was about to speak when a beautiful, unreal female voice suddenly rang in my ears.
[The myriad forms of sentient beings reveal your true nature. At the turn of the month, what has been gained is rewarded.]
A sentence that should have been whispered in my ear instead pierced straight into my heart and echoed within me once more.
Seeing this, I was a little dumbfounded, but I soon noticed that the tabby cat in my arms stretched and stared at me, not knowing whether it was looking at an owner or a meal ticket.
Then, it opened its mouth.
Meow~~~
And that voice that seemed to appear out of nowhere rang out once again, accompanied by the meow of the tabby cat.
Unquenched desires lead to unsustainable behavior. When lust takes hold, chaos reigns.
At that moment, I realized that it seemed to be the cat that was speaking, and that was why that strange sound was coming out.
My eyes widened, thinking I had encountered some evil spirit. I threw the tabby cat in my arms away and began to strengthen my materialistic view.
But the next moment, my materialistic view was shattered.
The tabby cat I had thrown away wagged its tail, then quickly darted into my arms, rubbed against my belly, and barked.
Meow~~~
When lust takes hold, chaos reigns.
I widened my eyes, and instead of throwing it away, I held it up and looked at it at eye level.
”Am I possessed? Is your cat talking?”
The tabby cat curled up lazily, seemingly tired, yawned, and meowed.
When lust takes hold, chaos reigns.
After confirming again that it was indeed this cat that made that sound when it spoke, I felt numb and a little scared.
Looking at this harmless little thing, I picked it up and stroked its fur: “The cat can really talk? But, lady, can you speak in human language? I can’t understand you.”
It snuggled into my arms and rubbed against my hand: “Okay.”
”Ah Qiu, what’s wrong on your end?” Xin Yu asked curiously.
I thought for a moment and said, “Xinyu, do you believe me when I’m holding a cat that can talk?”
I don’t believe it.
The little girl is a staunch materialist.
Me too, but then one of the cats opened its mouth and started speaking human language…
When lust takes hold, chaos reigns.
May your whole family be in chaos!
Heartfelt words: ?