Chapter 53

Tao Ruan didn’t feel like she was being held back; she just felt that Gu Zhizhou was too pitiful.

“If I didn’t have this disease, I would have pursued you much earlier…”

Especially after Gu Zhizhou said those words, Tao Ruan’s heartache instantly reached its peak.

She also had a crush on Gu Zhizhou; that short month was unbearable for her, while Gu Zhizhou endured it for two whole years…

“I never imagined you would like me this much,” Tao Ruan sobbed, her arms wrapped around Gu Zhizhou’s neck. “You saved me back then, and I went to find you to invite you to dinner to express my gratitude, but you rejected me. I was so heartbroken…”

Gu Zhizhou, reeking of alcohol, kissed her and apologized, “I’m sorry.”

Tao Ruan was no longer angry. She cupped Gu Zhizhou’s face, gave him a light kiss on the lips, and then pulled away: “So you didn’t dare to say yes back then?”

“Yes, I’m not well yet, how can I be worthy of you? Besides, I promised Ji Xia that I wouldn’t bother you while she’s away, but Ruan Ruan,” Gu Zhizhou pressed his forehead against hers, his voice still trembling, “I can’t help it… Even if I reluctantly reject you, I will still miss you…”

Tao Ruan snorted and confronted him, asking directly, “You couldn’t help but miss me, so you used a fake account to send me those harassing messages, right?”

Gu Zhizhou’s back stiffened again.

He lifted Tao Ruan’s chin, his deep eyes meeting hers, his words tinged with caution: “Will Ruan Ruan be angry?”

Tao Ruan pinched his cheek, then laughed and jumped into his arms.

“I’m angry, of course I’m angry! Someone sent me those kinds of messages and took those kinds of photos of me without my knowledge, how could I not be angry?”

Seeing that Gu Zhizhou’s body stiffened even more, Tao Ruan snuggled into his arms again, adding, “But when I think about how you were the one who said those things to me, I don’t seem so angry anymore… On the contrary…”

Tao Ruan’s voice trailed off, “On the contrary, I’m actually a little happy…”

Gu Zhizhou’s breathing suddenly became heavy. He pulled Tao Ruan into his body and rubbed her hard, his hot breath spraying onto her. He said in Tao Ruan’s ear, “Ruan Ruan, I really want to fuck you.”

Tao Ruan unconsciously gripped Gu Zhizhou’s clothes, her face flushed, but she still endured the shame and encouraged and seduced Gu Zhizhou: “I’m willing… A-Zhou, I’m willing, willing to let you fuck me… I won’t be with anyone else, I’ll save my body for you, so you should get better soon and then fuck me, okay?”

“Ruan Ruan…” Gu Zhizhou’s voice became hoarse.

He admitted that he had used cunning.

Whether it’s a strategic retreat or feigning weakness, it’s all about exploiting Tao Ruan’s kindness to gain her sympathy and make her reluctant to leave.

He just didn’t expect Tao Ruan to be so kind.

Gu Zhizhou could sense that she genuinely didn’t mind his erectile dysfunction and was determined to wait for him and face it together.

Tao Ruan clearly doesn’t need something this good.

Long ago, he had no choice but to accept Tao Ruan. Whether she was good or bad, beautiful or not, this girl had taken root in his heart and could never be removed from his life.

Tao Ruan felt like she was about to explode from Gu Zhizhou’s blatant gaze. She covered Gu Zhizhou’s eyes to stop him from looking and said shyly, “Why are you looking at me like that?”

Gu Zhizhou pulled her hand down, placed it to his lips, and kissed her palm.

“Ruan Ruan,” Gu Zhizhou said earnestly, “I will love you so much that I will be unable to extricate myself.”

Tao Ruan’s eyes seemed to hold a pool of spring water, and she smiled at him in a soft and sweet way.

“Then don’t pull it out…” Tao Ruan wrapped her arms around Gu Zhizhou’s neck, continuing to entice him, “When you’re better, I’ll let you fuck me all the time… Even after I orgasm, you can keep it inside me… You don’t even have to pull it out when we sleep…”

These words are so bold and reckless that no man could tolerate them.

Moreover, Tao Ruan was not a flirtatious person to begin with, and now she was saying such things with a shy expression, her ears already turning red.

So cute.

He’s so horny.

It can really get a man’s blood pumping.

Gu Zhizhou pressed Tao Ruan down and sealed her lips with his. His domineering aura, tinged with the smell of alcohol, surged through Tao Ruan’s mouth, and she quickly regained her senses.

She then wanted to touch Gu Zhizhou’s penis again.

Gu Zhizhou, however, remained stiff and unnatural.

Tao Ruan then remembered what he had said about childhood trauma.

It seems I can’t touch her directly; I have to soothe her slowly and take it slowly.

“It’s okay,” Tao Ruan said gently, catching her breath. She kissed Gu Zhizhou’s ear and said softly, “I’m not in a hurry, A-Zhou. But can you hold me while I sleep tonight? I want to sleep in your arms.”

Gu Zhizhou certainly can.

He had no reason to refuse.

He took another shower that night, and when he came back, he lay on the bed and hugged the carbonated beverage to his chest.

He told Tao Ruan about his experiences from childhood to adulthood, told her about the trends happening around him, sang lullabies and told her fairy tales, and Tao Ruan eventually fell asleep in his arms.

Goodnight, my love.

…

That night, Gu Zhizhou didn’t disturb Tao Ruan’s dreams again, and Tao Ruan slept very soundly and peacefully.

It continued until the next morning.

The next morning, Tao Ruan was awakened by the rough and hard sensation on her vulva. At first, she thought it was her imagination, after all, Gu Zhizhou had confessed to her yesterday that he had erectile dysfunction.

Tao Ruan rubbed her eyes, shifted her body, and looked around. She noticed that Gu Zhizhou’s penis was still erect in the bed.

This time it wasn’t a dream, Tao Ruan was absolutely certain.

In other words… Gu Zhizhou held her all night and woke up with an erection?