Chapter 84

“Hey, Sera, what do you think about calling Lyselette over too?” It’s been several days since I became the doctor of the Einzbern family, and apart from Irisviel, whom I need to take my time with, I’ve basically won over all the other android girls.

Lyselit and Sera, two rather unique among the android girls, were naturally not overlooked by me. Right now, I’m in my room in the Einzbern residence, holding Sera’s soft body in my arms, my large hands roaming over her delicate form.

“I don’t think this is a good idea, hmm…” For the head maid of Einzbernburg, who has a serious and strict personality, her sense of shame is much stronger than that of ordinary androids, or even Irisviel. She also absorbs knowledge much faster. Under my tutelage, her understanding of sex is already far superior to that of other androids.

“Ah… um… wait a minute… I understand.” To get Sera to agree, I reached inside her maid outfit and pinched her extremely sensitive nipples with my fingers, forcing her to surrender and activate the communication magic to find Sera.

“Okay, I understand.” The usually aloof Liselite agreed without hesitation, which made Sera, who had been hoping that Liselite would refuse, completely resign herself to her fate.

When Liselite arrived, I opened the barrier and let her in. As soon as Liselite came in, she saw that I was already having sex with Sera on the sofa. Sera, who was usually serious and reserved, let out a series of lewd moans.

“Ah…so good…mmm…yes…oh…it’s so good…just like this…harder…so good…mmm…” The pleasure brought by the thrusting of my thick, long penis made Sera completely abandon her restraint and let out unrestrained moans.

“Harder… Ah… Jian… You’re thrusting… I feel so good… Ugh… I’m coming… I’m going to come…” After Sera reached her climax, I changed her to a kneeling position and continued to fuck her, making Sera continue to moan loudly.

“Mmm… Oh… This is so stimulating… I just… had an orgasm… Mmm…” This time I increased the speed of my thrusts. To maintain stability, I placed my hands on Sera’s full and perky buttocks, and the sound of flesh hitting flesh was loud and clear.

“Ugh… I can’t take it anymore… I’m going to come again… Ah… My pussy… It feels so good… I’m coming…” Sera’s two consecutive orgasms left her unable to continue, and she collapsed onto the sofa, while I showed no signs of fatigue, my big cock still standing straight.

At this moment, Liselle, who had been sitting on the bed watching the entire erotic scene, walked over. Although her face still had that blank expression, her flushed cheeks betrayed her, indicating that she was not as calm as she appeared. This is a normal phenomenon for most artificial girls.

Lyselette, who walked up to me, didn’t say much. She just took off her clothes. Because of my influence, the android girl no longer wears that incredibly tacky hat, and her charm has instantly increased a lot.

After taking off her clothes, Lizzie turned her back to me and bent over, revealing her pink and tender vulva to me. How could I resist? Without saying a word, I thrust my big penis into her vulva.

“Mmm…mmm…ah…good…uh…so good…uh-huh…mmm…” Although Lyselite didn’t learn as many lewd words as Sera, like most android girls, she mostly just moaned, but it was still beautiful enough to entice and captivate.

I’ve made Sera orgasm twice, and I haven’t ejaculated yet, but I’m almost there. This feeling is even more exciting. I grabbed Sera and inserted my penis into her vagina again, feeling the difference between the two maids’ vaginas.

Meanwhile, Lizziel lay behind me, her full breasts pressing against my back, clinging tightly to my body. I closed my eyes, thrusting and enjoying the wonderful moment of being sandwiched between the two beauties.

After bringing Sera to orgasm again, I pulled Liselle, who had been longing for me, over from behind. Then, with the wetness of my penis on my penis, I first smeared some of Sera’s vaginal fluid on Liselle’s anus, and then thrust in hard.

“Ah…” Amidst Lizzie’s scream, I inserted my large glans into her daisy. Her whole body trembled at that moment, then her delicate body tensed up, and her daisy tightened as well, gripping my large penis tightly.

“Ah, Liselle, your anus is so tight.” I also suppressed my desire to thrust, comforted Liselle, rubbed her breasts, and licked her sensitive ears to help her relax before I slowly began to thrust.

Liselle gradually became able to accept the feeling of an unusually thick penis going in and out of her anus, and after getting used to it, there was also a tingling, numbing sensation coming from her anus.

I slowly pushed my big cock forward, inserting most of it into Liselite’s rectum. Then I bent down, grabbed her thighs, and lifted her up. At this moment, Liselite was lifted from behind, in a lewd position with her legs being lifted, and my big cock was inserted into her anus.

“Ah… um… ah… yes… um… there… so comfortable… really… um… um… ah…” Lyselite, who had already experienced pleasure, moaned again. Finally, I released her only when she reached her climax and kept begging for mercy.

After the two beautiful maids rested on the bed for a while, I lay down on the bed, and Sera and Lizzie took turns giving me oral sex. Sera knelt beside me and sucked my big penis, and then Lizzie came over and knelt down between my spread thighs and licked my swollen scrotum.

After enjoying oral sex for a while, I couldn’t resist pinning Lyselle down and fucking her, while Sera continued to lick my scrotum.

“Mmm… the dick… it’s coming again… mmm… um…” Just as I was bringing Liselle to the brink of orgasm, Sera, who had been waiting for a long time, came over on her own initiative. I naturally wouldn’t let go of a beauty who offered herself up, so I grabbed Sera and pulled her into my arms and inserted my big dick.

Then I started fucking her hard again, and I took turns fucking Sera’s daisy and vagina, making her orgasm several more times. Then I made both women kneel on the bed, and I would fuck Lizzie’s vagina and daisy for a while, and then fuck Sera for a while, switching between fucking her more and more frequently.

I took turns fucking the two maids’ vaginas and anuses. Even when the two of them were together, they were conquered by my powerful bedroom skills and began to beg for mercy. The whole room was filled with pure love and endless moans.

I stopped when Sera and Liselle were too exhausted to continue and fell into a deep sleep from the climax. I then held the two maids and pondered what to do next.

Now that I’ve won over all the android girls except Irisviel, and Irisviel is gradually getting used to my “treatment,” it’s time to keep her in suspense a little longer.

Since that’s the case, aside from the time spent with the android maids, there’s quite a bit of free time left for Irisviel’s treatment. So, what should we do during this time?

The next day, having made my decision, I informed Irisviel of the new discoveries I had made in her treatment, so I suggested reducing the frequency of treatments. Despite her curiosity, Irisviel obediently agreed.

“Uncle Jian, where are you going?” Just as I was about to do something I was planning, walking along the outer corridor of the castle, a clear, slightly childlike voice came from behind me.

“Oh, it’s little Ilya. Uncle has to go out and take care of some things.” I turned around and looked at the little girl with silver hair who looked about 70-80% like Irisviel. I immediately walked over with a smile and patted her little head.

The little girl in front of me, dressed in a purple top and a white mini-skirt like a fairy, is none other than Irisviel’s daughter, Ilya. I met her two days ago while playing, and under my dad’s aura, we quickly became best friends.

Irisviel seemed quite pleased with this, saying that her daughter wanted to play with me, which was a real bother for me. I was naturally very happy about it, so whenever I appeared in the medical room or outside the arranged room, Ilya would always come over and ask if I was free.

As soon as I say I’m free, Ilya will eagerly pester me to play with her. Of course, I’m happy to play with such a cute little girl when I have time. When I don’t have time, she’ll look disappointed, but she won’t pester me too much, maybe because she’s used to it.

“Going out on business!?” Upon hearing my words, Ilya’s big red eyes sparkled, and she gave me an adorable look of wanting to say something but holding back.

“Is there something you want to say? It’s okay, just say it, Ilya.” Seeing Ilya’s congratulatory look, I could roughly guess what was going on, but I didn’t say anything. Wouldn’t it be more interesting to let her say it herself?

“Um… Uncle Jian, can you take me with you?” Encouraged by me, Ilya, who wasn’t exactly a shy little girl, asked hesitantly.

“Hmm…” It’s not that I can’t bring Ilya along today, since it’s not like we’re going to have sex. It’s just some preparation. But I’ll still pretend to be hesitant and tease the silver-haired little girl.

“Uncle Jian, please say yes! I’ve never been out to play before.” Seeing me like this, Ilya knew she had a chance, so she immediately ran over and hugged my leg, taking advantage of her little girl status and acting cute.

“Oh, okay then. But Ilya, you have to be a good girl.” I picked up Ilya, who was clinging to my leg, and kissed her smooth, baby-like face.

“That’s great! I love Uncle Jian the most!” Little Ilya excitedly gave me several kisses on the face, leaving my face covered in her sweet saliva.

“Then I’ll talk to your mother first, otherwise she’ll be terrified if her precious daughter suddenly disappears.” I pinched Ilya’s smooth cheek and rubbed my face against her rosy cheeks.

“Oh, but Mom keeps saying I’m not old enough to play outside yet. Uncle Jian, did you tell Mom you don’t want to take me out?” The little girl, who had just been so excited, suddenly looked dejected.

The thought that our upcoming trip might be canceled made Ilya look at me with teary, adorable red eyes. Having lived in Einzbernburg since birth, coupled with her natural curiosity, Ilya has always wanted to go out and see the world. Unfortunately, both her mother and father say that she is still too young and we should wait.

“Don’t worry, Uncle said he’d take you with him, and he definitely will. As for your mother, with Uncle’s help, there won’t be any problems.” I patted Ilya’s back affectionately and stroked her little head.

“Yeah, I knew Uncle Jian wouldn’t lie to me.” Children’s emotions come and go quickly. In an instant, Ilya’s expression changed from gloomy to sunny. She happily hugged my neck, and a sweet fragrance wafted from her body.

“Mrs. Irisviel, can you hear me?” Now that I had made up my mind, I immediately used the spell to contact Irisviel.

“Oh, I heard that. Is Dr. Jian calling me for treatment?” Irisviel, who was reading in her room, was slightly startled when she heard my voice and let out a soft gasp.

“Well, no, didn’t we already say that? The treatment will be reduced temporarily, so the next treatment won’t start so soon.”

“Ah, that’s true. So, Dr. Jian, what can I do for you? If there’s anything you need my help with, please don’t hesitate to ask.” Irisviel was very grateful that I could help treat these androids and had always wanted to do something to repay me.

“It’s nothing major, but I’m going out for a bit, and Ilya wants to come with me, so I wanted to ask for your opinion first, Madam.” Because I had also opened the communication spell to Ilya, when she heard me get to the most crucial part, her little hands involuntarily gripped my collar tightly.

“This…this…” Irisviel was quite surprised to learn that Ilya was going out with me. He himself wanted to take his daughter out to see the outside world, but the elders of the clan obviously wouldn’t let them go out casually, especially the Lesser Grail, which was a backup plan.

“Don’t worry, I’ll take care of things with your clan leader. Ilya’s safety won’t be a problem with me here.”

“Phew, then I’ll have to trouble Dr. Jian to take care of Ilya. You know she’s always been a bit mischievous.” Hearing me say that, Irisviel felt a sense of relief for some reason and subconsciously agreed. After realizing what I meant, she just smiled gently and continued.

“Oh, that’s great, thank you, Mom!” Ilya, who had been silent until now, could no longer contain her excitement and cheered over the communicator after hearing Irisviel’s agreement.

Next, I simply gave the Einzbern patriarch a brief explanation and then slipped away with Ilya. The old patriarch wanted to say something, but I unilaterally cut off the communication, leaving him with no choice but to smile wryly. For someone as strong as me, he really had no good solutions.

“Uncle Jian, where is this?” On the street, little Ilya excitedly looked around while holding my big hand. It was her first time in town, and she was very curious about everything around her.

“This is Fuyuki City, a relatively remote small city in Japan.” I smiled as I looked at Ilya, who was beaming with excitement. Sure enough, the little girl’s smile was so cute that it could melt anyone’s heart.

“Oh, so what is Uncle Jian doing here?” Although Ilya was very happy to be able to go out, she was a good girl, well, at least to the people close to her, so she wasn’t a bad kid who only cared about herself.

“Hmm… Let’s go see a child first. After I’m done with my business, I’ll take you to the amusement park, little Ilya.”

“Great! I’ve heard about amusement parks before and always wanted to go. Uncle Jian, let’s hurry up and finish our work, then go to the amusement park!” With that, Ilya, even more eager than I was, pulled me forward.

“Come on, Uncle will teleport you there.” I picked up Ilya, who was walking very fast with her little legs. Based on the location of the mansion that I had found out before, and after checking that the situation there was suitable, I teleported Ilya directly to the location of the target, just like when I teleported to Fuyuki City before.

“Hmm, this should be like this, and this is that.” In the room, a girl with black pigtails tied with ribbons, sky-blue eyes, a cute little face, and small, jade-like legs elegantly together in black stockings was writing something intently.

“Ahem.” Suddenly, a sound came from the room, startling the little girl who was studying diligently. She immediately turned around and looked at the suspicious figure who had appeared in the room with surprise.

“Calm down, little sister, I’m not here to hurt you.” Just as the little girl with black hair and pigtails was about to shout, she found that the man in front of her had appeared out of nowhere, pressed a finger to her mouth, and she couldn’t speak.

“Don’t be afraid, I won’t do anything bad to you. If I wanted to do something, being afraid wouldn’t help.” My words made the little black-haired girl with pigtails glare at me with her sky-blue eyes, as if to say, “You’re not a bad person if you talk like that?”

“To prevent you from shouting loudly, I used, well, you can think of it as magic or something, to lower the volume you can make, so even if you want to shout, it won’t work.”

You see, the little black-haired girl in front of me has always been quite clever. I didn’t believe she would obediently quiet down and listen to me after I let go of her fingers, so I took precautions before letting go.

“What… do you want to do?” Sure enough, as soon as I let go, the black-haired twin-tailed little girl, who didn’t believe me, wanted to shout, but as soon as she made a sound, she realized that exactly what the man in front of her said, she clearly shouted, but the volume was as if she was speaking softly.

After assessing the size difference and approximate combat strength of the two individuals, the black-haired twin-tailed loli changed her tone and decided to observe the situation first.

“That’s right. Actually, I came to find you because of the Holy Grail War. I don’t know if you’ve heard of it.” The little girl’s reaction was quite clever. If she could overcome her tendency to falter at crucial moments, she would be perfect. But that’s very difficult, very difficult indeed.

“Why are you bringing up the Holy Grail War?” Although she didn’t know much about it, she had heard about this important event that her family had been fighting for since her grandfather’s generation from her father’s words.

“Your father should be preparing for the upcoming Holy Grail War right now.” The Fourth Holy Grail War is still more than a year away, and as the head of one of the three founding families, he must have already begun making preparations in earnest.

“I don’t know. What do you want to do by not saying this?” The black-haired girl with twin tails looked at me warily. Although her father hadn’t let her get involved in the Holy Grail War while she was still young, she could guess what was going on from his busy appearance. However, she wouldn’t be foolish enough to say it out loud.

“How about helping your family increase their chances of obtaining the Holy Grail?” I didn’t care whether the little girl really didn’t know or was pretending not to know; that wasn’t the point anyway.

“Uh, do you think I’m a kid who’s easy to fool?” The little black-haired girl with twin tails looked at me with disbelief. Although she didn’t know what the Holy Grail War was like, how could anyone believe someone who just came along and offered to help you with something so important?

“How could I? I would never lie to a pretty and smart little girl like you.”

“Even if you praise me, it won’t matter. I won’t trust someone who broke into my house so easily.” In response to my praise, the little girl with black hair and pigtails simply crossed her arms, seemingly still calm.

“Of course, if you weren’t smart, little sister, I wouldn’t have chosen you to be my Master.” It was obviously difficult to convince the black-haired twin-tailed loli with just words, so I directly signed a contract with her.

“Hmm, what did you do!?” The little black-haired girl with twin ponytails suddenly felt a strange connection with me. A red light emanated from her little hand, and when I raised it, I saw some mysterious patterns.

“To convince you, I’ll just sign a contract with you directly. The pattern on your hand is the best proof.” Even so, the contract I signed with the black-haired little girl wasn’t a Servant contract at all. That Command Seal-like thing was just something I imitated to make her believe me.

“A contract? What contract?” The little black-haired girl frowned, looking at the mysterious pattern on her hand, and questioned me.

“It’s the Servant Contract from your Holy Grail War. With this, you can participate in the Servant War, and then your family will have one more combatant. Wouldn’t you say that’s helping your family?”

“This is the Holy Grail War… Assuming it’s true, why did you come to me and help us for no reason? Is it really that good?” The black-haired twin-tailed loli felt a connection with me from before, and for some reason, it made her feel a little more at ease.

“Because the Holy Grail War can grant people’s wishes, right? And as a Servant, I naturally have wishes that I want to fulfill, which is why I sought out someone to form a contract to participate. As for why I approached you, as one of the three starter families, your family has one of the highest chances of winning, right? So it’s quite normal for me to approach you.”

“Our family has the best chance of winning, and my father will definitely win the Holy Grail War.” My words were indeed reasonable and well-founded, but the little black-haired girl clearly didn’t completely believe me yet; she seemed quite wary.

“Of course, it’s difficult for you to believe it so directly. Although I can teach you to try it out with Command Seals, you may not know the importance of Command Seals. You might regret it if you use them like that.”

“So I suggest you look up information about the Holy Grail War privately, in secret, you understand? Otherwise, given your father’s pride, if he knew that his daughter, who is only a few years old, had obtained a Servant before him, his pride would be severely damaged.”

“Hmm…” Judging from my appearance, I don’t seem to be lying. Moreover, the connection of this contract doesn’t lie. I can really feel that this person won’t hurt me.

“Alright, I’ll secretly check the information. I won’t believe your one-sided story.” The black-haired twin-tailed little girl naturally knew about her proud father, and she also had her own little schemes. It felt pretty good to be able to secretly help her father and be a mysterious person.

“That’s good. In that case, I’ll come find you again in a few days. If you need anything, you can contact me using the incantation in your hand.” Of course, I didn’t know that the little girl’s mind had already turned to being a behind-the-scenes hero. Anyway, it’s good that she agreed.

“I understand, you can leave now.” Clearly, the black-haired twin-tailed little girl didn’t want to stay with an unknown person like me any longer before confirming the truth of my words.

“Oh, right, what’s your name? As my Master, you can’t possibly not even know my name, can you?”

“What Master? I haven’t even confirmed the truth of what you said yet. But I’ll tell you frankly, my name is Rin Tohsaka. You’d better remember it.” The black-haired twin-tailed loli muttered a few words in a low voice before telling me her name.

“Rin Tohsaka, is that so? I’ll remember that.” After saying that, I took Illya and disappeared from Rin Tohsaka’s room.

“Alright, Uncle has finished his business. Illya was very well-behaved and didn’t bother Uncle at all, so it’s time to take little Illya to the amusement park.” I didn’t have much time to talk with Rin Tohsaka. It was still 10 a.m., and Illya and I were walking down the street after leaving Rin Tohsaka’s room.

“Yeah, let’s go quickly then.” Ilya was actually completely clueless about what Rin and I were talking about. The Einzbern family didn’t seem to want her to know these ideas yet, so it must have been Mrs. Irisviel who suggested it.

“Alright, let’s go, little princess.” I took Ilya’s little hand and took a step forward, arriving at the amusement park’s ticket entrance. No one around us reacted to our appearance.

“Hello, I’d like an adult ticket and a child ticket, please.” Perhaps because it was a small city, there weren’t many people even on the weekend. Soon, Ilya and I bought our tickets and entered the amusement park.

“Hey, Ilya, what do you want to play?” I picked up the petite Ilya and placed her on my neck, holding her smooth, slender legs so she could see higher and farther.

“Wow! Let me think… Hmm… I want to ride bumper cars, a carousel, a Ferris wheel, a roller coaster, and…” Ilya, who was riding on my shoulders, cheered first, and then stretched out her little hand, listing the rides she wanted to ride one by one with her little fingers.

“In that case, let’s hurry up and play everything.” I grabbed Ilya’s smooth, jade-like legs and started running. Ilya hugged my head tightly with her little hands and let out a clear laugh.

“How was it? Was it fun?” I accompanied Ilya on her crazy adventures until lunchtime. We are now at an outdoor restaurant, waiting for our food to be served.

“Fun, so much fun!” For Ilya, who had always lived in the castle, there weren’t many ways to entertain herself. Besides playing with her parents, she could only play with her maids. But the maids were too indifferent, so when her parents were busy, she could only play by herself.

“Then eat more later, so you’ll have the energy to keep playing this afternoon.” I patted Ilya’s little head. A child’s innocent smile is indeed one of the most precious treasures in the world.

“Mmm!” Little Ilya nodded vigorously. After the restaurant served the food, Ilya ate with her mouth full, not even caring about the dining etiquette she was taught. Her little legs were swinging back and forth, showing how happy she was.

“Don’t rush, eat slowly. If you choke, you’ll be crying.” I picked up a burrito and, while eating, helped Ilya wipe the food crumbs from her little mouth.

“Hehe.” Seeing my fingers so close to hers, little Ilya playfully gave them a light bite, then licked them with her smooth little tongue, and then giggled as if she had successfully pulled off a prank.

“You’re always being naughty. You’re eating, don’t you know it’s dirty?” Even so, I still put my fingers, which I had licked by Ilya, into my mouth and licked them clean. They still had some of the taste of the food she had just eaten and a hint of milk.

“Alright, let’s finish these desserts, rest a bit, and then we’ll head out.” When we were almost done eating, the restaurant waiter brought out the desserts Ilya had ordered. She had originally wanted a sundae or parfait, but I passed on that because it’s best not to eat ice cream after a meal, and instead opted for some delicate pastries.

“Okay, okay, come here, Uncle, umm…” Ilya picked up a small pastry with her little hand and held it to my mouth, gesturing for me to open my mouth.

“Hmm.” Looking at Ilya’s chubby little fingers, which were as white as jade, I opened my mouth without hesitation and put the pastry in her hand into my mouth. At the same time, I imitated Ilya and licked her fair and tender fingers with my tongue.

“Hehe, it tickles.” Ilya pulled her hand back as soon as I licked her finger, but not because she was shy. A child of only about 6 years old doesn’t understand such sentiments. She simply felt that it was an opportunity to interact and wanted to play around.

“Come on, let Uncle feed you a bite too.” I fed Ilya a pastry as well, and she ate it obediently. Then she fed me a bite in return. In this back-and-forth interaction, the plate of pastries was quickly finished.

“It’s almost time, Ilya, is there anything else you’d like to do?” After Ilya and I finished lunch and rested for a while, we continued our amusement park trip. We played until evening, having experienced most of the interesting rides, and it was time to head back.

“Hmm, I want to ride the carousel one last time.” Ilya tilted her head, thought for a moment, and finally decided to ride the carousel one more time because in her memory, carousels often appeared in stories and had a fairytale feel to them.

“Okay, let’s go ride the carousel one more time.”

Soon, Ilya and I arrived at the carousel. Since it was almost closing time, there weren’t many people, and it was our turn in no time.

“Uncle Jian, will you do it with me this time?” Unlike during the day, the carousel at night was even more beautiful under the lights. Ilya raised her little head and looked at me with hopeful eyes.

“Sure, since the little princess has asked, how could I refuse?” I picked up Ilya and we got on the carousel together. I placed her in front of me and held her in my arms.

Ilya nestled comfortably in my arms. As the music started, the carousel began to turn, and Ilya enjoyed the comfort of my embrace as the music played and the carousel spun.

“Looks like you had a good time today.” After the carousel stopped, I held Ilya, who was sleeping in my arms, and smiled as I looked at her cute sleeping face with a slight upturn at the corners of her mouth.

Then I teleported back to Einzbernburg with the sleeping Ilya. As soon as I got back, I went straight to Irisviel’s room.

“Mrs. Irisviel, it’s me.” I knocked on the door when I arrived at Irisviel’s room.

“You’re back! Come in.” Just as I finished speaking, a gentle and charming voice came from the room, followed by the sound of footsteps. With a “click,” the door opened.

“Oh dear, this child is really something. It seems I’ve really troubled you today, Dr. Ken.” As soon as I opened the door, Irisviel saw Ilya sleeping soundly in my arms. Seeing her daughter’s peaceful sleeping face, Irisviel couldn’t help but smile gently.

“No trouble at all. I had a great time today too. It would be nice if you could come along sometime, Mrs. Alice.”

“Yes, if there’s a chance.”

“No need, I’ll just carry her back to bed.” I shook my head as Irisviel reached out to take Ilya. We’d been speaking softly all along, so there was no need to make any noise to avoid waking Ilya.

“Alright, Dr. Jian, this way please.” Since it wasn’t my first time here, Irisviel didn’t react with any resistance. Well, even when it was my first time here, Irisviel was very welcoming because I was her doctor.

“All done. Mrs. Irisviel, you should get some rest too.” I gently placed Ilya on the large bed and turned to Irisviel.

“Okay, Dr. Jian, you should get some rest too.” I didn’t linger in Irisviel’s room. After saying goodbye to Irisviel, I returned to my own room and lay on the bed to think about my next plan.